Tuesday, May 12, 2009

eeeiiii...malas maw study untuk thesis.....haish....wat to do.....but that is not the topic of today...hehe...ni, maw share apa yg sy nampak time rosary....as this is the Rosary month, May, jadi kami pun buat la rosary di rumah, di mana ada orang datang and pray2 together la......macam besa, we wont do the rosary by ourselves kan????hehe, lagipun tak bes buat rosary 1 urg..okay, hajime!!!

during last 2 mystery in the rosary, where we meditate The Carrying of The Cross and The Crucifixtion, i imagine myself, as a little who lived in that time.....

One day, a little girl follow his father to the market to buy something as it is almost the Passover event. There seems to be an important event occuring that day. On that very special day, she saw a man, wearing a wretched cloth, carrying a large cross. she saw many people around that man; there are guards, priest, common people men and women as such. There, some said cursing words, some cried, some just watch and go, some look and do nothing, and some, just like this little girl, just wondering what has happened, and why that one man looks like he is hated by everybody in the market, eventhough there are some women cried for him. 'Who is he?', she asked teh question herselfs. she watch her father see the man, which fear watcing the scene. She wants to ask who is the man, and what are they doing, but she couldn't ask her father, as her words stuck in her throat.

She just look at the man, observing him and wondering. She is just too little to know why, to small to see things clearly, yet is sure that the convicted man, as she heard from the people around, is not a criminal. She does not know why is the man convicted, but when she look at the man, she knows the man is not what it seems to be. She walk towards the crowd to take a closer look at the man.

As she is getting close, the man saw her, and look her in the eyes. The girl could not explain it, but she feels someting, she look at the man's ayes; they were clear, shiny, grand, looking back at her with eyes full of dignity and royalty, yet full of mercy and compassion. The girl could not take her ees from those eyes, even though the man look away as there are a girl approach him, giving him cloth to wipe his face. The girl keep on looking at the man, untill she realised that her father wasn't there. She follow the crowd though, her feet directing her to the crowd which bringing the man to a mountain, which she knows well the place is a place where bad people get punished.

She follow the man bravely, eventhough at home she is the most coward of all her sisters. she knows she is all alone, but she feels that she found strengh and want to follow the crowd, she still wants to see the eyes, because she wants to explain to her curious heart, the eyes which has looked upon her. She was afraid, as she travel with her small feet, following the crowd. She stumble, but she sees only the man, who has inspired her to follow him. Sometimes she get closer to the man, and she can see that the man has many cuts and bruises on his body, and on his head, there are crown of thorns! She grasp, but still she followed the crowd, now from afar, and with little fright. She stopped, and think 'why they doing this to the man? what sin has the man done?'. Then, she continue her journey. Little that she know that the man was convicted because of blesphemy, or is she too small to understand...

It's there. . .A very large cross in front of her. She could not see how it happen as her feet was small to catch up the big crowd marching to the skull mountain. She saw the man, and the man looked at ther, as if he knows. Her eyes started to water. They were filled with water, and drop slowly as the man smile to her. She smiled too, with the unstopping rain of tears. She saw the man's blood and sweat, dropping to the ground. Then, the man uttered something, bow his head and died. 'Who is he?' the girl wondered. then she saw two guards, playing with the man, who is now lifeless, and one of them poking the ribs of the man, and blood start to shed from the wound.

The weather started to change into somthing different. But the girl didn't know. All she sees is heavenly clouds at the back of the crucifed man, and glorious light shine upon the man.

She did not realise it, but she kneeled down, and uttered, 'It is done,isn't it?', close her eyes, and drop there.

As she wake up, she is at her house, on her own sleeping mat. And she wake up, with feelings she could not explain, with things and memories that could not be erased. But she smiled, and continue her life, with a very different manner, from what she is before.

Monday, May 4, 2009

Kaamatan di Kg Kolopis, self idolizing pictures,eherm!

ui...tu hari kami ramai-ramai p kg c Geogy... ada sy, geogyut sendri, grasut, elvut, cyrut, danisot, alisut, jayrut, kerot, and charlesut... apparently, tu c Geogyut yang bawa and gambar yang ada ni pun gambar sendiri2 ja...ada banyak funny picture though....maw share dgn everybody la kunun.....eheh...gambar ni suma diambil guna kemra hanponku yang tak seberapa canggih





yea...i know....ni gambar terbalik....what to do....uhuh....but, let me introduce, 2nd pic, elvi is the main point, and ada lagi watak sampingan....bju putih tu c jayrut, and yang nampak muka ja tu danisot....oh ya, kami dalam bus p dongongon...betul ka spelling ni???

kerot ma jayrut.....eh???ada alisut di sabalah si kerot...then, kaki sepa ka di corner tuh???


perkenalkan, cyrut and elvut...nda taw la pa diurang discus, yang pastinya, diurng 'tertangkap'...eh?

yo...ni dia c grasut yg ayu.....oh ya, ni la keadaan kemas di rumah c geogyut....eheh...

ok, ada jayrut, danisot, and charsut....mainpoint nya adalah charsut yang teda gambar penuh dalam hanpon sy...tp ada jg la di kemra org len....


ni gambar kan, sgt self idolizing!!!!setuju ka kamu???guna hanpon sy lagi tu....c elvut punya kerja la ni....ok elvut, nnt untuk BMK ko amek dokumentasi la kan...terlampau suka ambil gambar ni....paksa org jadi model dia lagi ni...ehehek...

ni la grasut......ekek....


ni pula kerot....eheh..


ah...ni 5 urg budak kecik mmg tak tau maw bwat apa kali......selain daripada aircond di rumah c geogyut....for ur information, ni rumah kan dibina oleh daddy c geogyut, and family...eheh...

aircond-idolizing~~???

oh ya...sejarah kami ambil gambar di rumah geogyut...ada la ni 1 urg jejaka bernama cyrut, dia cakap smthng yang berbunyi seperti ini 'mari kita buat sejarah di rumah ni'....tuz, apa lagi...byk la gambar kami, di 'ruang tamu' itu ja....na....aigooo...syg skrg sy xda gambar family(kami 10 urg, self-picture ja,ekek)...ada mmg ada, tp bukan di kemra ni....uhuks....

ok...actually, ada lagi benda yang berlaku quite before kami otw p KK....confusing and lucu....ada 3 trip ni dari UMS p KK...haha....ada orang kena tinggal ba....ekek.....
mula-mula, sy dgn smgtnya tggu la di bustop ab dlm jam 9.05 begitu.....diurg geogyut, liga kg e di kg e la...jdi tggu punya tggu sampai 9.30, ada ni 1 bus kuning TUT sampai...sy tak nek la sbb tgu diurg liga kg b....tguk2 diurg liga kg e dlm bus udaa..blur la sy...sms punya c danisot, dibilangnya tgu org bwat rambut (taw2 la sapa, ekeh)...doi..takpa, dtg 1 bus kami nek la dgn konfiden....sampai ja di trafficlight, berbunyi la hanpon c danisot......

rupa-rupanya...ada lagi satu org tertinggal di kg e....astaga....jadi, jumlah trip dari ums utk p kk for this event ada 3 trip...c jayrut yang tertinggal tu...tp kan, respek la bro...smngt juga dia pg ni...perutku terasa geli hati bila mngenangkan dia yg tertinggal ni...kenangan manis beh ini...hehe....then, d KeKeh kan, c jayrut buat lagi rekod dgn berjln ke terminal bus di seberang sana sedangkan kami di bus station city park...aigooo jayronna.....dia la paling banyak berjalan ni...takpala kan jayr, buang lemak sikit ko sana...ekek..sampai ja bus statio tempat kami berkumpul, tu na dia, dapat lagi dia tersengih-sengih senyum-senyum sana...lucu betul hoo ni budak...aigoooooo........meh sy tunjuk muka org tertinggal ni....

ni...upclose dgn org yang kena tinggal, c jayrut.....dan kebetulan pula, ingat ka org yg sy mention lambat tu????tu la dia, di sebelah org yg tertinggal...ekek.....dia buat rambut ni....now, its up to you to pertimbangkan if 30 mins berbaloi dgn apa yg kita nampak tu...eheh...sori cyrut...sempat sy mgumpat ko ni...ekek...


ni la c geogyut yang cantek...eheh...dia la pelakon utama kami yang membawa kami merantau ke Kolopis....baru ada ni gambar dia.....(di kemra ketinggalan sy ni la...uhuuu)



ni pula suasana Kaamatan di Kolopis....di atas pentas tu c Nana, adik c geogyut, kalau la kamu nampak...ekek....dia ikut sugandoi, jd, this is the only pic of the suasana yg sy ada...ekekkkekek...

oh ya, that nite, yg 8 org suma balik, ada 3 trip juga...ehe...mula2 c grasut n alisut, then the 6 people, last sy ma geogyut yg balik keesokan harinya(maksudnya sy bermalam,ehe....)maw kenal ma anjing geogyut???ekek...ni ja gambar di perkarangan rumah geogyut yg sy ada, diambil next morning.....ui, malam tu kan kami tgk 1 in a million beramai2, (sbnrnya, kami 4 ja, sy, geogyut, nana and auntie mama geogyut), c tomok menang...ehe.....pastu, c ronald sempat2 sms suruh kutip derma untuk member csg yang beru ditinggalkan org tersayang....let us pray for her.....

banyak sbnrnya anjing diurng ni, but iguess this is the lucky one....not sure which one...ba geogyut, nnt ko bagi2 la komen sini kio...ctau kami apa nama tu anjing...eheeh

ps: ekek = ketawa kejam
eheh = ketawa senyum2, tersimpul-simpul
aha = ketawa 'ho, ni dia!'
hahaha = ketawa besar
hihi = ketawa tak bersalah sedangkan bersalah
huhu = ketawa menangis...ehe...
uhuks = ketawa berupa batukan kecil (???)


ok...mcm panjang udaa sy tulis ni...banyak lagi idolizing picture sy maw share, becoz a picture tells a thousand story, so chao....ekek

pengenalan kpd ...

wow....i have new blog...ba, sy cuba la ni berblogging di sini....eheh...my first post, well, welcome!!!!nanti kat rumah nanti sakan la aku ni promote blog...eh???aigoo....ntah pa2 da...ok bye....c u...