Tuesday, October 20, 2009

in list~~

teardrops in my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.


ps: donno wat to say, just want to have some update to my blog. hehe...now, im at library, doing things, relax a bit with fb and so on...then, duing my 10 letters and doing asaimen which i dunno when......hmmmm.......oh ya, there is someone in front of me laughing to himself..duih!

Monday, October 19, 2009

its been a long time already...

okay...it has been a really long time since i didn't update my artwork..today, i will update two artworks, mine original, and i use photoshop technology to do all the colouring and stuffs...so, enjoy....hehe

title: no title, hehe

this picture, actually the quote is from the movie Moulin Rouge, from the song Come what may....th title, err....no idea.....

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

i could not bear it anymore!!

ok..that's it!!! i really could not bear it anymore and i don't care whats going to happen..right now, yes now, my heart aching and so is my head like crazy....i have migraines nowadays and it overlaps with expectations...how i hate expectations!!!my heart???it is okay, but ache a bit...it is about someone that i like ages ago, and still right now, i really don't know where to express everything, so now, i just be crazy and spill off some of it..i don't care anymore, but all i want to say is yes, i like you, i care to think about you until i couldn't bear it anymore, because i want to be near you, to listen to you, to look into your eyes, but i couldn't..i really want to be by your side and know you, but i couldn't, and it hurts; maybe because i didn't given that chance..i am going crazy now thinking of you and just you, and you i don't know if you'll know what's in my little heart or not, ever..i don't know what will happen in the future, anyhow, there is one more thing i want you to know, that you effect me too much...

ps:hm...feel much better now...ehehe