i could not bear it anymore!!

ok..that's it!!! i really could not bear it anymore and i don't care whats going to happen..right now, yes now, my heart aching and so is my head like crazy....i have migraines nowadays and it overlaps with expectations...how i hate expectations!!!my heart???it is okay, but ache a bit...it is about someone that i like ages ago, and still right now, i really don't know where to express everything, so now, i just be crazy and spill off some of it..i don't care anymore, but all i want to say is yes, i like you, i care to think about you until i couldn't bear it anymore, because i want to be near you, to listen to you, to look into your eyes, but i couldn't..i really want to be by your side and know you, but i couldn't, and it hurts; maybe because i didn't given that chance..i am going crazy now thinking of you and just you, and you i don't know if you'll know what's in my little heart or not, ever..i don't know what will happen in the future, anyhow, there is one more thing i want you to know, that you effect me too much...

ps:hm...feel much better now...ehehe